Been a while since I have felt like writing. I guess I am going through some depression. Missing my Mother, finances etc. I am trying to take it a day at a time but I just have no energy. I get through what I need to but all other times I just hang out on the sofa and stare at the blank TV. Most times I sleep. I wake up tired and go to bed tired. I have to go get some help. I have docs appointment tomorrow and will address all of this. I don't even have energy to write or read.
This all started right after my Mother died. So I know there is some of this going on. I need to get back to praying and taking time to just meditate and get quiet. The quiet I have is not settled. Not sure how to explain it it just is not a peaceful quiet. I sure hope I can connect with someone who I like and can help me through this.
I want to finish my book, I want to be a success on my job. I just want to get back to enjoying life.
