So I have been laid off again. This time I did not see it coming. I was performing well. Meeting targets. So what was the problem this time? Couldn't really explain except they are doing a reduction and I am one of the people they were sending out the door.
So here I go again. Having to find a job. Fear I am not going to meet my bills, fear I will lose stuff. Just normal fear and panic. But I just keep praying. When fear creeps up I just stop and pray. I don't know anything else to do. I am taking action. Resume is up to date and I am sending them out there.
I have faith that God is not going to let me down. I have to do the next right thing. I have to just keep taking action. Faith without works is dead. I am much stronger than my last lay off. I am more centered and grounded. I am going to take the off time to also write more and just take care of me. I am not afraid for the moment.
